All things smelly and random

Struggling with my mood tonight. It feels as if irritation is a physical thing and is coursing through every single vein in my body. Or is i...

Feeling stressed, anxious, low, fed up, pointless and many other things. Trying really hard to not self harm right now. I've pretty much...

...must keep it together...easier said than done. I really am going to stop setting myself up for fall after fall after fall, I am a glutton...

Trying to beat this low mood but it's hard. I don't really have a purpose anymore, other than my kids, I'm not really any good t...

I had the biggest breakdown I've had in a long time yesterday. The emotions were so raw and powerful that I literally was beside myself....

I wonder if I was to dose up on my meds and lie in a full bath of water if I'd drown without being conscious. I have been thinking of a ...

...to end things. I don't quite understand what I mean by 'things'. My mind is in turmoil more times than not and I want it to s...